Lost My Info

so here i am writing once again in my blog here which i am not really good at or anything, but i am going to keep it up desperately trying to find someone to listen without making me feel like shit for thinking or feeling what ever it is i may be thinking at the time

i know i haven’t really filled this blog with anything of that content but i will give it a try here in one of my next entries

lately as i have been for the past year been playing the shit load of Final Fantasy 11 and i am really really enjoying it, i have had to take a break from it the past week or so due to my keyboard messing up like a mofo, essentially i can not type in the few commands i need to in order to do what i need to do, good thing i have a controller and all my macros set up where i can at least do my weekly events which i have a lot of them to do

i have been keeping in touch with one hell of a good friend of mine, if she is reading this she had better know how flippen awesome she is o shes gonna get it

outside of that, well shit a lot of crap is going on

my parents are getting a divorce, which is fine…it happens all the time.  but the thing is when you make a promise to someone, and nothing other than “oh i no longer feel that way” changes then there is no reasoning for it….you made a promise you fucking keep it, only cowards walk away from there promises

 

ive talked about other forums that i have been apart of, the one that i hold dear to my heart has changed gears and left the company that took over them.  i cant blame them at all the company sucked major ass….but i have great news the forums still live via a new name and back to its core…located here The Super Bar so stop by and see whats going on

The Super Bar is your one stop place for all your tech help needed stuff, even if it is a place to hang out with frinds then this is the place for you.  we answer questions about linux, mac, windows phones tv, networking, so on and so forth so stop on by and take a look

Tomorrow Is Game Day

i am dreading tomorrows game, only because i am not a fan of D&D 4th edition.

i would stop playing but i have been playing with these guys for almost 10 years

i guess another thing is that i would love to finish a campaign that we start

not that any of this matters to anyone but me  

Been Sick, And I Hate It

holy heck, i have been sick….i have been hacking up a lung, sneezing my head off and just feeling like crap

i thought i was getting better, in fact this past Sunday i felt fine then i went back down hill, good thing is i am starting to feel better

my mom was the first one to get it then my brother and lastly me

normally i would get NyQuell and DyQuell but i have no money to do that so i am screwed

so anyone else sick, let me know how you guys are doing

Game Rant

well just got back from my game and it was boring as all hell, 6 hours sitting there with my thumb up my fucking ass…….

i play a fighter type….you know the type of guy that hits things, that’s how i play him any way….i have tried OVER and OVER again to try to talk my way out of a fight, or talk to the leader of “Whatever” town, but the rest of the group doesn’t want that to happen because the way i do it. it gets to the point of the matter…..mmmm basically i get to the point and skip the details figuring that we will get the details on the way, you know speed up the story line of the game so that everyone can have fun

but NOOOOOOO we got to discuss everything a million times, on things as simple as how to open a fucking door, when all this plotting and planning ends up with the same results as my plan but takes hours rather than minutes

i swear i do not see why i even go any more